Hello there friendly people :)

I once….long ago…was a hatter of change.
refusing the new, clinging to the old.
and i wont lie (becuase i am honest) that i do still do this offten.
but, as a always changing being, i can not stop the changes in my life or the things that stay the same either.

i find it funny that i, as a young person, have so little changes go on…that when a small one comes my way it seems like the worst thing ever.
i dont like this.
not at all.

i like my constants….i like them very much…and i dont like them leaving me. but of course…
lately….they have been leaving like i am the black plague.

arg.
but, if you know me at all
you know that i am one to just ignor and only discreetly be upset about the down falls in my life.

and you also know that i really have no idea what i want to say in this blog….

arg.

i guess what i want to say…is that i give up.
i dont really want to care that much that i get upset when things change.

i have discovered, that God takes things away when they take our focus off of him….because for us to be truly happy we must keep our eye on him.
so if things are changing it must be for my best.

and i guess i should be happy.
and in reality i am.
i have it much better off then some people and no one is hurting(physically) me or leaving me (emotionally)
I am the one leaving if anything.
my swift choice to go the catholic school in my area is leaving the friends i have at my public school…the ones i take for nothing and dont even count as friends half the time….

but ya.
thats my life,
its just me.
being a prick
as always.

oh and, as a frequent surffer of the internet, i Viva, have forund a place more suitable for me to post my blog; it is at; http://www.tumblr.com

:)

SO this will be my last word press blog!! :’( {not that anyone has really read it in the longest time}

if you wish to continue to read my lame and trivial thoughts, you can do so here. but its not much yet ;D

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