This is how i roll.

Not that any of you have ever just been DIEING to know what i am up to….

but just in case, i shall fill you in on my…today.

as a matter afact, today was a good day!

this is a rare happening in Vivas life….

my yesterday (which sucked) seemed to result in this good day! (I got kicked out of my co-op at the hospital seeing as i am allergic to the H1N1 flue shoot and there for can not be immunized….i mean WTF)

so today! i woke up late, having nothing to do in the morning half of the day. and the rest of my house hold packed their bags and set off to Ohio for the weekend.

i got to take a nice long time to do my hair and complete some home work (OMG VIVA DOING HOME WORK?!?!?) and fucked around with the D3000 i am borrowing from work. GOODTIMES. i made the choice to drag a butt to school for the sole reason of not letting my peers down. (but really they have all let me down, so who care…(ARg, why did i not see this before?)

…

but ya, took some cast pics for the Wizard of OZ and handed in the program for ESCAPE FORM HAPPINESS. I am very excited for these production, but my commitment level towards them (as it is to many other things) is very low.

so now,

i am home.

YAAY!

i plan to watch the first six episodes of NIP TUCK and call Speed (becuase i miss him) for the remainder of my night.

yes, this is good day for me :)

But my rage towards the swine flue FOR RUINING MY LIFE is still going. i mean COME ON! im pretty sure i had it at the start of the summer, while at skills weeeeeek.

it would explain for my fainting, my cough, my two day fever and EVERY OTHER SWINE SYMPTON!!

take that, heath care.

xoxo VIVA!!

DownHill

Well then.

it has been sometime between posts.

i have no excuse for this.

truly, no excuse.

maybe its just the fact that no one has even looked at my blog page in forever and a day.

maybe the fact that im just all round upset at everything for no good reason.

who knows.

well, lets catch up on whats been going down.

last week;

was productive…not really. i haven’t seen Speed in over a week due to some horrible sickness that has fallen upon him. at first we thought it may be his meds (for heart and thyroid) that were acting up. but now he just feels like shit and is legitimately sick – passing it on to bruno who now is also sick.

this sucks for me because it meant that all of me plans last week ended in ruins and me feeling unmentionable sorry for my self. just wishing for heath to return to him.

not to mention that fact that he never calls, never writes and this also upsets me.

not to mention that i went to a code Blue, experienced death, and dealt with it perfectly. didnt care at all – ya now i feel like a freak for laughing at a joke five mins before this dude died. and really, i dont even feel bad – what up, it happend, get over it. im not allowed to go to a code pink (when a kids heart stops) because i would be to hard on me… but no, um, it wouldnt be thanks, i can deal with it.

not to mention i hate my life when im not at the hospital. (ironic?)

or that no one has been reading my blog.

and this brutaly boring and morbid post will trun people off forever.

xoxo Viva!

Uni?

Things are happening so fast in the world of school.

i mean, who decided that a scholarship application was gunna be due on the 5th on october…and then not tell every one about it…not even post it on ur website…freaking idiots and their saying they will tell me about these things and then they dont….