Zombies?

After a long, ongoing topic of Zombies in a chain msg between some friends and i on FB concerning Zombies (but really the msg was about planning a party?) Wigi(whom Speed and i have grown to…diskile…) brought up a scene in which i became a zombie and he had to kill me by shooting me in the brain stem….well..i found the aftermass of that comment funny, and have made the choice to share it with you all.

Speed;its been a while since Iv been on facebook so Id like to reply to somthing said on the 5th. here gos:

“Wigi if you try to put any thing into her brain stem Im gonna shuv those pretty little gitars so far up your ass your gonna be playing through the fire and flames with your frigen mouth. I bet you could too, I hear youve been practicing with your toung so I expect a frigen amazing preformence before I hand you over to edgar to open up a new can of whoop-ass on you!”

Im sorry wigi, Just exercising my protective rights, although I know she dosent need them cause she coud demo you any day (oh zing!….. just kidding) but really that felt good! I should do that more often. :)

Viva;why thank you Speed, you protectiveness is welcomed. but is the just kidding saying that I infact COULD NOT “demo [Wigi] any day”? becuase, i assure you i could….but not when i have something shooting me in my brain stem….so the support for you and edgar is much accepted :D

Wigi;but id only do that if you were a zombie……

Viva;But i am sure my being a zombie…would not stop Speed from loving me…not saying that he does to beging with…

but hypofeticaly speeking…my being a zombie would NEVER have him suddenly like you and, in result allowing you to kill me….either way, i would end you Wigi, admit it…i would end you befor you got a chance to hurt me. then i would have no choice to end Speed and company…but him and his companys compassion for me (and im sorry not you) would give them the chance to run and find the cure for me…so i could get back to my normal loving (non flesh-eating) self. :)

Wigi;unless your sleeping on my shoulder prior to being infected, there is no possible way a girl zombie will get me.

Viva;A) i will NOT IN ANY CASE be sleeping on your shoulder
B) you are a proven teeth liar…i will end you like no other has been ended. you can be sure of this.

Wigi; i wasn’t really refering to you… i ment in general, the only way a girl zombie will get me is if the infection takes place during the course of shoulder sleeping, and like you said, this will not be happening with you, therefore, you will not be able to end me.was the point i was trying to make.. pretty much saying i win.

Viva; no….i must (and im sure other will agree ME) disagree with you.
YOU being human
and MY being ZOMBIE results in an automatic WIGI IS DEAD.

srry to disapoint.
but lets end this before i end up fighting you….for is this happened…you my friend would be TRULY embarresed by my winning.

IN ANYCASE.

i cant sleep over…my mother is being difficult (as always) so i will be pick up some time early the next moring.

xoxo VIVA!!

Images.

The task of deciding on my future is much more of a stressful adventure than i had anticipated.

In my mind you see, i have this delightful image….i guess its a mix of Bergdorf Blonde and part Grey’s anatomy star. the beautiful, brilliant surgeon how makes all the money, yet is having an amazing time while doing it. Has the STUNNING  husband, the war hero. Hes hardly home, but oh well – neither am I. between my 30 hour shifts and his tours and long hours, it is a very special time that we are home together for a long period of time. And we, of course love that! well, its perfect, no fighting, no doubting, it just works due to our love. we think of making a kid someday, and like the idea of it…but know one of us would have to stop working….but ya, that will never happen.

 

then i look at this planned future of mine.

pick it apart.

this is what happens to it;

 

first off, no beautiful woman goes it med school (according to House) and even though i shall breaking this (and so will my beautiful Hogs XD) how will i have the time to keep up my 13 day highlights and with the current jimmy cho bags while i am studying for mid-terms? wouldnt i just get to the point where i left my hair and make-up go undonw becuase for most of the day my hair if in a cap and my face covered be a surgical mask? and really, what kind of man wants a wife who is attached to the hospital?

having kids in this situation would be criminal, and although it is true that nannies need to work for someone, what would become of the beautiful kids i make who have no parents to tuck them in a night, because one is fighting a war and one is cutting open total strangers to save their lives?

my own happieness cannot make every one happy now can it?

and dreams are hardly reality.

 

Viva xoxo

wack

basicly my dream, in life is to be just like this dude;

<3 xoxo

i even make up little episodes of scrubs out of the daily events of  my hospital life, one day i will share some with you maybe.

Long Time No See

Well my dear readers….or who ever stumbles upon this page today.  (for it seems the only person i thought would be reading this isnt…-.-)

WELL.

i dont have much to say today…..actually thatsa lie. there are many things i could go on and on and on about. for i had a packed weekend, as many could confirm and wasnt even near a computer for pretty much the whole time (which sucks)

a brief synopsis of my weekend is very hard to do, for it felt like much longer then  a weekend. up north with the mates, such good times. not as good as it could have been, but still super mad chills and crazy good love.

very epic convo’s with the bf…..some great questions were brought about. like; why are we told to be selfless….if we only do that so we can be better and will be a better person…so in affect, is being selfless….being selfish?

and

are feelings even worth shit?

Ok, so what is what is right, cuz if catholisism is the right thing, can i just sign up?

 

you know….that deep crap only a pair of losers such as our selfs could think up. i would love to know everyones opinions on this stuff. like for real, if you read these blogs – comment – cuz i would LOVE that.

 

but on the other hand.

Hospital is good. it is enjoyable to do trake care, i get to pretty do everything but suction the patients – which is sick! i keep getting told i would make a great RT cuz i have that sick sense of humor, and actually love seeing gross stuff. i Intabated the practice head on my first try today…not even using the right tecnique…but i better start practicing right, i dont want to get  into a bad habbit and be stuck with it for the rest of my carrear. you know?  I find it crazy how much i love the hospital. Like, we do the same stuff everyday and even though i get used to it…i love it. we do our rounds, answers pages and respond to emerginces….then just chill…best job ever in my opinion.

QUESTIUON! what do you think would be the best job every?

 

xoxo

Viva!