DownHill

Well then.

it has been sometime between posts.

i have no excuse for this.

truly, no excuse.

maybe its just the fact that no one has even looked at my blog page in forever and a day.

maybe the fact that im just all round upset at everything for no good reason.

who knows.

well, lets catch up on whats been going down.

last week;

was productive…not really. i haven’t seen Speed in over a week due to some horrible sickness that has fallen upon him. at first we thought it may be his meds (for heart and thyroid) that were acting up. but now he just feels like shit and is legitimately sick – passing it on to bruno who now is also sick.

this sucks for me because it meant that all of me plans last week ended in ruins and me feeling unmentionable sorry for my self. just wishing for heath to return to him.

not to mention that fact that he never calls, never writes and this also upsets me.

not to mention that i went to a code Blue, experienced death, and dealt with it perfectly. didnt care at all – ya now i feel like a freak for laughing at a joke five mins before this dude died. and really, i dont even feel bad – what up, it happend, get over it. im not allowed to go to a code pink (when a kids heart stops) because i would be to hard on me… but no, um, it wouldnt be thanks, i can deal with it.

not to mention i hate my life when im not at the hospital. (ironic?)

or that no one has been reading my blog.

and this brutaly boring and morbid post will trun people off forever.

xoxo Viva!

Solid…

The title says it all my friends….(i there are any of you out there)…a pretty solid day was had by Viva. I’m loving how what were once epic evens in my life are slowly becoming the simple mundane tasks that one just does as going thought the motions. Yet in a way that was not at all a sarcastic comment….mostly sarcastic, but partially not. I like getting used to how things go, but i also enjoy that feeling of   “OMFG, THIS IS SICK!”  but the normalness of it all does keep me more in control.  ah well….how did my day play out you ask? no of course you don’t.

Highlights

I made it to the Hospital delightfully on time today, and was on my feet for a good amount of my time there. sucking flem out of old ladies lungs, washing my hands, playing with cute new born whom had some breathing issues, washing my hands, cleaning, restocking, playing with my heart rate…..ya…good times XD

Thank my God that i found a new bus route, no longer being late for afternoon classes makes my afternoon run much smoother.

what up walk home, had good times and a yummy chicken burger.

Depressing Notes

The sadness the over whelmed me when I discovered had no way to get to my dear Speeds house was great. therefor no getting my butt kicked at Halo 3 ODST and no good times at SVY.  (But i am tres excited for the coming weekend. Up north, camping, Sick times with Speed and Yoda, and weedpie)

lame afternoon as a whole to tell you the truth…don’t even want to get into it. lame lame lame harmony’s to learn and an alright session on symbol.

I may not get an other one in untill monday, but i wounder who will miss me. TELL ME IF YOU DO! xo

im stoked for tomorrow, hospital then uni fair the up to the great north.

xoxo

Viva!