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Today has been…..a truly pleasant day.
Saturday, My friend from work was trying all day to make me take his shift, and i am very happy that i didnt.
this morning in Church i discovered that i can get very jealous….very fast.
But then, seeing my sin, i tried to stop said feelings…only to fail (greatly) but under no harsh reactions thankfully. Letting it go…was easy but at the same time i didnt want to….blarg.
Because…its not even that im ‘jelous’ per-say…..im just…so worried that something is actually going on that i dont know about…and i should be worried for….something.
I get my afraid then jealous…and afriad from being jealous.
But my afternoon was the best they get in my books.
A day of Being home alone with speed, just chilling and sleeping and watching television. Truly the best type of day, and being completely honest i didnt know what to do with my self once he left me.
Doing nothing is far less enjoyable when one has to do it all alone. It much much better when there is some one beside you (or where ever they are around you)
Just lieing on the sofa being sleepy and lazy….seems much less of a lazy pointless thing to do, when there is a someone joining in on the same activity with you.
it is also the most enjoyable when said person is one whom you care very much for and dont want to go away any time soon.
This is God showing his love to me :)
xo viva
In all honesty,
I rarely notice the sunshine in my day to day adventures.
Not in the physical sense. I don’t ever examine my surroundings and keep then to memory, don’t remember the wind to the sun (or lack there of.) I find it unnecessary.
yet at the same time, there is a part of me that wishes i had more moments of Sunshine stored up in my memory. i like the warm way it feels in the moment. The way it heats your skins and calms your heart.
i like this a lot.
I like waking to the sun making its was through the cracks in my blinds and making me squint. i couldn’t exactly say this makes me ‘happy’ but i like it none the less.
Today there was sunshine. In the sky and in my heart.
My beauty Blondie ate lunch with me as i completed some note on an essay i was reading. She makes me smile, very much. She calls me beautiful and laughs at my jokes. She touches my leg and soothes my tears. She makes me happy and sad at the same time. Happy because she says such wounderful things about me, and sad becuase i see that she is one of the only people who see them. She also read my journal…..which was a huge leap for me….it was awkward – yet took lots off my chest, knowing that now, someone else in this world knows some of those thoughts.
I like to think that my thoughts are interesting…but never really believe my self. i feel like, as i write it seems good…then i lose the ‘goodness’ after the word is typed or printed….but of course, then i see that this is just one of my crazy things that are just in my head…arg…
More sunshine:
The day speed and I spent together was filled with it. (really it was cloudy and foggy….but it was sunny for me) We adventured to the old house across the road and took some SICK pictures joked around and had a generally good time. The fact the we made the choice to lay down on a cold pavement spot in the back yard was not the smartest thing, but oh well…it was well worth the cold. Watching football while laying on the couch was also a highlight, and something we do often. (and now i miss.)
Nikon training was a blast….meh…..w/e…..BUt i do love the people i work with which is really great :) and yesterday i sold almost 900 dollars of merchandise….sweet deal? i think so.
now i do see that my whole ‘sharing my life with you’ is getting boring….
xox
Viva!
Well my dear readers….or who ever stumbles upon this page today. (for it seems the only person i thought would be reading this isnt…-.-)
WELL.
i dont have much to say today…..actually thatsa lie. there are many things i could go on and on and on about. for i had a packed weekend, as many could confirm and wasnt even near a computer for pretty much the whole time (which sucks)
a brief synopsis of my weekend is very hard to do, for it felt like much longer then a weekend. up north with the mates, such good times. not as good as it could have been, but still super mad chills and crazy good love.
very epic convo’s with the bf…..some great questions were brought about. like; why are we told to be selfless….if we only do that so we can be better and will be a better person…so in affect, is being selfless….being selfish?
and
are feelings even worth shit?
Ok, so what is what is right, cuz if catholisism is the right thing, can i just sign up?
you know….that deep crap only a pair of losers such as our selfs could think up. i would love to know everyones opinions on this stuff. like for real, if you read these blogs – comment – cuz i would LOVE that.
but on the other hand.
Hospital is good. it is enjoyable to do trake care, i get to pretty do everything but suction the patients – which is sick! i keep getting told i would make a great RT cuz i have that sick sense of humor, and actually love seeing gross stuff. i Intabated the practice head on my first try today…not even using the right tecnique…but i better start practicing right, i dont want to get into a bad habbit and be stuck with it for the rest of my carrear. you know? I find it crazy how much i love the hospital. Like, we do the same stuff everyday and even though i get used to it…i love it. we do our rounds, answers pages and respond to emerginces….then just chill…best job ever in my opinion.
QUESTIUON! what do you think would be the best job every?
xoxo
Viva!
